Former Friends

by Forest Life

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1.
I know that you don’t care for confrontation I didn’t know that meant I’d never hear from you again I know you have your own path to follow Maybe I just like the feeling of wasting my breath But now you’re falling for James and his giant heart And I’m just looking for a way to stop falling apart I watched him clean and dress all of your wounds While I was on the ground, bleeding out for you When you told me: “I’m so tired of dreaming I hate my burning house in this dirty town I feel like I’m suffocating I’m gonna get the fuck out, baby I’ll see you around” You told me this wasn’t a conversation I didn’t know that meant you’d never speak to me again
2.
I am drawn to you Like a moth to a flame Maybe I’m just confused Maybe I like the pain This is the worst it’s ever been You come at me with your cheshire grin You’re playing games, I’m alone Breathing in old flames But I am drawn to you Like a shark to the scent of blood My eyes roll back in my head I’m the junkie, you’re the drug I am over the moon But in the sense that I’ll be coming down soon I will fall and I’ll break And my heart will too I have finally come to understand I am losing myself holding onto the past You taught me how to just fucking detach I’ll teach myself how to relax, relapse We do this on my terms We do this at my speed You don’t say a word You just look at me But I don’t wanna catch up, no I don’t wanna catch anything from you You forget where you’re from And they’ll forget you I have finally come clad in burning wings To light my own sky in spite of your pleas I’ve begun to become my own beacon Solvent resolve to solve my own weakness I am over the moon I am over you
3.
Fighter 02:52
I am not a fighter, they just wanna fight me Mentally, I’m crippled, and I can’t help falling In and out of love with everyone around me I am not a fighter, but you know where to find me Cause you got new glasses with rose-colored lenses And you just keep asking the wrong types of questions Talk yourself hoarse trying to talk yourself down “I want nothing more than for this to work out” You’re in my head even when you’re out of town Running in circles, leading me all around Am I the victim or am I the villain? I guess it depends on how I’m feeling Cause it turns out that you’re not who I thought you were And I know that I am not either You were just doing your due diligence Foolin’ around with all of my old friends All of my former friends Though I am projecting, life is not a movie I am not rejecting that all of this is all on me In light of my condition, let’s take this slowly In spite of my prediction none of this is working I am now a fighter, and you know where to find me
4.
Stone Steps 05:05
You said “there’s no need for us to be at each other’s throats anymore We’ve both grown up, we’ve both bled out, we’ve both got so much to talk about” You’re telling me that you’re a good person, you’re certain it was worth it I know you have questions. I don’t have to answer them. You said “there’s no need for us to be like the Cowboys and Indians Like the cops and robbers” but I say there is because I know there is, I can’t do this again You’re telling me you just want to be civil, but I know you better, it’s never that simple I read between the lines this time, no, I got you between the eyes this time I’ve never been inside your house before I’ve only sat on the stone steps outside your door I’ve never seen this side of you before I don’t think I ever want to see you again
5.
Come one of these days you’ll have to come clean And clean up this mess, it’s got your name all over it You can draw pictures and portraits, so why can’t you draw a connection Between all of your actions and their consequences? Cause you are an artist And she is an artist And even though you try your hardest The colors never blend the way you want them to So skip all your classes and stew in your sadness Sit there alone and hope that this all passes But I won’t feel sorry for you Cause I must have tried at least a hundred fucking times By now, to get you to come outside But you’d just say “no” or act like you’re not home Stay inside the box where you’re comfortable Cause you say you’re an artist But she is an artist And even though you try your hardest Nothing ever goes the way you want it to So skip all your classes And stew in your sadness Sit there alone and I’ll bet that this passes Along with her eyes right through you Cause she is an artist and you are a vandal She’s so much more than you could ever handle Open your eyes, turn them inside You can try just as hard as you want to She’s more than a reward thrust unto You don’t deserve anything No one "deserves" anything
6.
Same Drugs (free) 04:13
We don't do the same drugs no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more 'Cause she don't do the same drugs no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more When did you change? Wendy, you've aged I thought you'd never grow up I thought you'd never Window closed, Wendy got old I was too late, I was too late A shadow of what I once was 'Cause we don't do the same drugs no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more She don't laugh the same way no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more Where did you go? Why would you stay? You must have lost your marbles You always were so forgetful In a hurry, don't wait up I was too late, I was too late A shadow of what I once was 'Cause we don't, we don't do what we say we're gonna You were always perfect, and I was only practice Don't you miss the days, stranger? Don't you miss the days? Don't you miss the danger? We don't do the same drugs no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more We don't do the same drugs no more We don't do the, we don't do the same drugs, do the same drugs no more Don't forget the happy thoughts All you need is happy thoughts The past tense, past bed time Way back then when everything we read was real And everything we said rhymed Wide eyed kids being kids Why did you stop? What did you do to your hair? Where did you go to end up right back here? When did you start to forget how to fly? Don't you color out Don't you bleed on out, oh Stay in the line, stay in the line Dandelion Don't you color out Don't you bleed on out, oh Stay in the line, stay in the line Dandelion

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Ryan Silver - Guitar and vocals
Nick Jones - Bass and vocals
Drew Anderson - Drums and moral support


Recorded and produced by Drew Anderson at PDM and GAY House in Columbia, MO.

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released March 11, 2018

Album art by Jonathan Matthew Hall www.jonathanmatthewhall.com

A million thanks to: Matt Hall for his art; GAY House for always being warm and welcoming and for letting us use their living room as a studio; Nate and everyone else at PDM; the DIY scene in Columbia for welcoming us into the fold, and especially all of our friends and family for the constant love and support.

All songs by Forest Life except "Same Drugs" originally by Chancellor Jonathan Bennett. All lyrics written by Ryan Silver except "Same Drugs" written by Chancellor Jonathan Bennett.

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