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Vultures
02:06
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It's hard to get out of bed when there's no right side
Try to open my eyes to the bright side
Wouldn't have made it this far if I wasn't learning
It wouldn't hurt this hard if it wasn't worth it
Right?
I feel like dying but I don't think that would change anything
I want to run away but I can't get away from me
I'm sick of waiting for somebody else to pick me up
I'm sick of waiting for myself to give a fuck
Now you're out West, the wild beckoned you home
Oh, how I envy the forest that got to swallow you whole
You were the gold standard, I'm just silver
I want to hear the birds but all I see are vultures
Circling overhead
I guess that I am dead
I'll circle over your head
Halo on an Angel of Death
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Train Bridge
02:36
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I like to dream during the daytime
I'd like to think that you were all mine
But I'm not that naive and you're way too cool
Or at least you try too hard, but hey I do too
You're sneaking past your mom who's passed out on the couch
So you can get in my car and we can go somewhere else
You say "let's go to the bridge, baby we'll burn it all down"
If we survive the fall we can hang out at my house
Then you said "I know I'm melodramatic
But suburban drama's my favorite kind
Hey Ryan you're normally such a good fucking guy
But not this time, what happened this time?"
It was the middle of November on your best friend's back porch
When we were sitting where we sat less than a year before
When we drank and we joked and we smiled and we posed
When I told you I loved you you told me "I know"
Then we swore to ourselves and each other
That we'd make it last this time, we'd make it matter this time
But after an endless summer you decided to leave me behind
And I don't think I'll ever move on
"I hate you and this highway town
I'm sick of getting fucked up and just hanging around
I'm gonna get out of here the only way I can"
She says to me with another boy in her hand
I fucking hate myself and this college town
I'm all alone, there's people all around
Fuck you, you left me in the dust
Fuck me for thinking I'm someone
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Hide and Seek
04:00
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Here I am in my empty bedroom
Waiting for the walls to yell back at me
But honestly it's not as bad
As I'm making it all out to be
And naturally I am overreacting to things happening around me
Naturally I'm comparing everything to a movie
Naturally I am overwhelming you with this stupidity
But actually you are already past this, I'm clumsy and careless
You said you said you just want to feel something
That resonates within
Is it too much to ask to feel the good kind of chills
All over again?
Naturally you are overreacting to things that I haven't been saying
Naturally I am unresponsive to any and all responsibility
Naturally I am overwhelming you with my stupidity
But actually you are already past this, I'm clumsy and careless
You'd never know it, but I've been keeping tabs on you
Though I'll never admit that I am still in love with you
I know I'm only trying to kid myself, and everybody else knows
That I can still drive to your house with my eyes closed
I've got all these cuts on my hands and I don't know what they're from
I had a bloody nose today when I woke up
It's all coming to an end that I never saw coming
A plot twist and an ending everyone else saw coming
My eyes are closed
And I realize that lies were told
My eyes are closed
And I'm not peeking
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Wavves Goodbye
02:38
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I'm trying my best to find the best in you
But I'm having a hard time
Well I don't know why it's called the bright side
When it's always so hard to find
You lead me on, lead me off those limestone cliffs
We'll see how far I get with my confidence caved in
Kick in a few more stones my way
Until you get bored and walk away
You were the means, you were the end for so fucking long
And now he's chasing his dreams, I heard you're tagging along
I guess that means this is the end, well so fucking long
I'm better off anyway, tired of playing along
But I'm a lost boy, I'm just a stupid kid
I'll never have what it takes to get you out of my head
With effigies to burn and nothing to lose
Wendy Darling, I don't need you
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IDRMY
03:08
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My blood's pumping again
And I can feel my strength coming back
I don't go to the gym, but I'm out of bed
I can hold a conversation outside of my own head
I'm living again
Going out in an attempt to forget
I don't want to forget everything just anything
That makes me feel
Now I only miss you when I'm tired
Or when I think too much
I haven't been sleeping enough
These days need to hurry up
Now I only miss you when I'm wired
Or when I drink too much
I haven't been sleeping enough
But I don't think I can sleep this off
I'm dreaming again
But not about you or what could have been
I am finally relaxed, I'm getting over the past
I'm not thinking about what you think I lack
I don't really miss you
I just miss who you used to be
I don't really miss you
I just miss what you meant to me
I don't really miss you
I just miss the kid I thought I knew
I don't really miss you
I just misrepresented my youth
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